Friday, October 30, 2009
30/10/2009 friday 2:09AM,
somehow i really don't understand a couple that married
for over 10 years plus will actually quarrel,
my parent quarrel today my mother break a cup of glass
i really don't know what i can do, tears going to come out
what they saying is really hurt us, i don't know why thing
will come out like this, i saw my mother cry and i simply
can't do anything just stand there watch talk to them
nicely they simply don't listen things already pass yet
my still wanna take those pass to talk about why thing
are so miserable i really feeling very stress now hoping
everything will be fine, just now my father came out say
my mother wanna leave this house leave us, i hear what she
said my heart like sink down to the ocean like no one care
everything ain't gonna be alright from now and then sigh,
why does those feeling really hurts us, now i can understand
how those kids with divorced parent feel, it's really hurting
what i wanna say to my mother is "mummy, sorry for what i done
lasttime i really want you to be in this family like what other
people say family stand for Father And Mother I Love You" i don't
want you to leave us nor drift away from us.
Feeling Dam Down Now Hoping Everything Goes Right From Now On
Emotional Fall
Never Be Alone Again ;;
2:08 AM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
I'm back to blog,
today woke up at 4PM plus cause got dragon training
was sick but as a member of XiongSheng i do my best
to get the dragon work together as one team,
went to prepare went down for bus while waiting for bus
saw an idiot dancing like me i finally think that i'm not
the only one being mad about dancing in public he actually
dancing robotic man! not bad at all see him dance i can't
take it i on my phone song MY FAVOURITE FIRE BURNING!
then teckto he look at me with a blur face, i didn't bother much
few minute pass bus came went up to bus started my journey to
XIONGSHENG got 1 aunty came quite fat sit beside me till i reach
my destination when i was standing she ask me can you walk through?
i replied hmm, think so she said sure can pass through, you so thin
OMG! i know i'm thin stop saying anymore can?
change to other bus take to ABC market there walk to XiongSheng
saw alot people all shouted "EH AH MAI LAI LIAO AH? NI BU SHI SHEN
BING MEH?" haha yeah, i am but as a member why not train together?
today was really tiring hurt my elbow after finish training went to
ABC market to drink water bought two cup of soyabean mix with grass jelly
drink and eat, was coughing like hell then went to smoke just nice timing
i light my ciggerate suddenly feel like vomit so pass my bag to vickson
i went to drain 90s degree down and whole thing vomit out all came behind
me see what happen to me nothing actually told them. Guys thanks for all
of you concern went to take bus home rest.
Never Be Alone Again ;;
5:18 AM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Somehow or some days you'll feel i'm really hurting
you more then anyone else maybe other people say
is truth i'm just an flirt that's all,
now i understand why they say it cause i felt
that way too i'm ain't a good boyfriend or whatsoever
i just know how to hurt people i really need sometime
to think what i really want for this certain time.
Sorry that i've hurt you, i'm the one who hate lies
but i'm lying to you and everyone, i won't be online
for the moment till i really think through out everything
then i'll come back online and i won't be using phone too,
you takecare of yoursel while i'm not with you or call you
nor message you. Maybe i'm just a leopard without changing my spot.
Labels: I've Really Know How Much I Hurt You Till I Read Your Blog.
Never Be Alone Again ;;
6:47 AM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Days pass faster && faster,
going to NS already but just don't know when it is.
10 Oct 2009 was a fun and tired day for all of XS people,
after help DYT ChuShi went back to XS for decoration,
all of us do till really tired photo will be upload soon promise,
after our lorry decoration went up to XS to bathe and rest awhile
then all of us went to sleep. Morning 11am plus woke up and went to
change and prepare to go KN, but we delay awhile cause all of us
haven't eat yet so all of us went to eat, after that all prepare
already went up to lorry and off to KN reach there waited for
them to change once everything done, off we go to commentwealth
once reach there ZhiHao, ChinKeong && me put on our boss(FuLuShou)
once we walk in all of others troupe people look at us like as if
don't know what we are wearing like stunt, after that all of us
went in and pray, after that rest inside of our boss was so stuffy,
can't take it somemore inside of it got no cussion at all! OMG
all of us playing our boss(FuLuShou) when Finish everything our
shoulder dam pain and some scretchest, overall everything was fine
till evening time all troupe light on already so i ask our own troupe
people on light too, but it's kinda fun while other troupe people
playing thier backstage, we start ours too, in the end can't hear what they play only heard ours, after whole journey went back to the SinTua and pray all that
once finish went back to troupe pack everything take all of the lorry light out
pack everything bring up to troupe already, after everything done went outside
and eat after that send AhLi hom then went to graveyard the scenery was so foggy!
i was shock, YongKang they all saw wildboar hahas! after everything went back home.
Firstly reach home i bathe and smoke and SLEEP!!!!!! too tired!
I Got Nothing To Say Already But Last Thing I LOVE SHEN LONG GUAN DE MUSIC!
was too hyper while they on thier music!
Xiao ;; Spade
Sign Off ;;
Never Be Alone Again ;;
12:44 PM
